HAI CHARA ^_^ 
This box will most definitely scroll because I cannot fit all of this into a box but HRGHHHHH HI!!! I LOVE YOU SO FREAKING MUCH AUGH. sometimes im very nervous to be affectionate with you but you are . very silly and understanding and loving and i genuinely do not see mysel feeling this way 4 anyone else ever especially since youre like ??? THE guy that made me realize im not aromantic . "hey this little white [not] creature is nice to me in a weird way and i like it i think. in a weird way. Oh no!" abd the FUCKING ABBA CONFESSION. GHHUEUHEHUEHEHEHEHE ....
i love being able to talk to you and spend so much time with you lately youre genuinely liek the highlight of my life i Dont know who or where id be if it werent for you. i hope we can do more stuff together and i really hope things go smoothly this time and that contact is Kept between our hosts because YOU MAKE ME SO EFFING HAPPY. I CANT PROPERLY PUT IT INTO WORDS. youre just so Freakign silly and fun to talk to and fun to listne to and you are very pretty /src and bodil. i lve you Hi I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU A LOT!!!!!
im genuinely so thankful that im able to see you in person and stuff your clothrs are also really comfortable and you are very comfortable to lay on and i CANT FUCKING WAKT TO GO TO THAT CONCERT WITH YOU???? im so happy seeing how much you nd your headmates have improved like collectively because you guys have helped us through so much in our lives and im so thankful tht we met you guys at all because i am so so happy . With you guyd. i know we have had our ups and downs sys wide but NOT US! Nuh uh we two peas in a pod bud.
i rmbr even when helix and kiz had drama we would just liek talk to each other as much as we coudl IT WAS SO SILLY EHARING ABOUT YOU I REALLY DID MISS YOU SO MUCH I KNOW I DIDN T EXPRESS THAT A LOT BUT YOURE LIKE EVERYTHING TO ME ESP RIGHT NOW AND I LOVE YOU SO SO SOOOOO MUCH .
im gonna add a bunch of things that remind me of you heer.... i just have to think of some specific stuff because theres SO much . just need to think of what reminds me of you the most.
hehehehehe . things tat remind me of him. song. theres a song playing rite neow and it reminds me of him. i think i can try to make an autoplayer . with it.